Wednesday, May 28, 2008
I dont care bout this blog or anything related to it so im not bothered to change its skin or update it regularly...
I just felt like blogging.. so this will probably one of my rare posts...
My tests are over, I didnt score that well or at least not up to my parents expectations so I swore that I would change my ways. Ive been doing my work regularly and stuff but I doubt that will help improve my grades much.. My younger bro is not doing well with his chinese and when I look at him it reminds me of my past and its realli painful to see a holiday being transformed into a study camp.. Is it wrong not to achieve greatness? It seems that even if my brothers and I can do well in exams and stuff, I dont realli want this intelligence, its actually much easier being blissfully ignorant of studies and life itself. Maybe Intelligence is a good thing, but whats the use of being smart and carrying the burden of tests and homework? If I showed to my parents that i didnt have the potential in me, my life might have been easier... The greatest mistake ive made was to score well in primary 1, and I realli hate it...
Come to think of it, if i wasnt smart, i wouldnt be typing all of this, maybe im being naive into believing that intelligence is a curse but I dont care. My life is changing too drastically and I cant seem to cope with studies, peer pressure and gaming.
The biggest question Ive asked myself was, "Is intelligence a curse or blessing?"
Why am I so worried bout my results? Is it becos of my parents or sth inside me that wants to achieve? I cant tell and i know that the happiness from tests are always shortlived, they wont last more than 4 months. I know this blog is dead and thats why its perfect for me to use it now. souless boy | 8:24 AM
Monday, January 7, 2008
my bdaetoday is my birthday and well becos of the hw load havent be able to celebrate
anyway already celebrated on the 31st dec. Spent so much money today... needed to buy books and stuff. Well had to do like hell lot of hw , tommorow still have to do science hw... zzz sux. anyway working on my class blog mostly, planning to visit teachers during chinese new year! Well so far its been quite gd, the response from my classmates have been positive which means more ppl going yay! well anyway thats all for now cos need do other stuff eg crap crap crap and more crap .lols
souless kid signing off. souless boy | 7:11 AM
Friday, January 4, 2008
my blog is dead. i am trying to save it but it seems tougher than i tot. btw the pic was edited by me the word "i trust in my soul" was added. lol quite ironic since i dun have one lol. i just started school its tough starting again after being with my old school mates for so long... i have few frens now and noone is in the same class as me which is another terrible fact. life just sux when everything goes wrong. if onli charity 6 could be foreva but time continues despite my constant attempt to stop it. when will i get over my old frens? i hope nvr but time erases memories and cre8s new ones... they can nvr be replaced. i found new frens but its not the same. my new frens are quite nice , a little more mischevious but still nice.
my school teachers are ok...
form teacher is a chinese teacher.. she has a prob when she speaks for long periods of time; she will go off tune....
maths teacher is strict but gd.
science teacher is nice for a min then eccentric in the next...
worse than previous one... hes from keming primary...
geography teachers seems quite nice and reasonable.
i need to buy quite a few bks cos parents didnt buy some...
files too...
thats all for now.
In the end, I'm still souless... souless boy | 4:39 AM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
The exams have ended for now. Quite glad but there is still psle the cursed exam. Trying to finish revising all of the chinese by this week, if its possible. Been very forgetful lately forgot to do two english practice papers and forgot to bring my maths noteworthy... Dont know why. I've been trying my best to do all my work, its torture...
My total score is 84+84+
average over 300 is 261.
sooooo low....
Anyway, added the music to the blog, like everything else its something to do with the anime ! Weird name but interesting show. It shows on arts central at 11pm on wednesday to friday.
Still got a lot of homework to do, gtg bb. souless boy | 4:42 AM
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Another day at school...
PSLE is only erm ... 8 or 7 weeks from today
the pressure is building.
My class seems so relaxed that i find it really hard
to believe.
...
...
Anyway, still trying to find some music to match my blog.
nth else to say. souless boy | 4:33 AM